First DAY of the Rest of my.....insanity??

Ok so Life as we not it is on hold.....I come back from a great weekend with my kids and doing a Casting Call for THE BIGGEST LOSER SEASON 12....Yep didn't make it!! I have another avenue to try still.  No matter what this all brings I know I need to lose over Half of me.  My kids like the me now I know they want a healthier, more active, funner(as my daughter says) mom.  I want to do all the fun things with them.  To play soccer, hike, ride a bike ( but need to find a bike I can fit onto first)